Sunday, July 23, 2006
Lonely?
They call the bobbies.
Even though both the cars suffered slight dents.
Was surprised at the number of msn messages when I got back. But all of 'em went offline, so I couldn't reply 'em.
But I thought JJ's kinda struck a cord.
patience is a virtue that requires a lot of wait said:
haha feeling lonely???
Well, not exactly. Just a little disappointed how things turned out. Feeling pressurized. There's work, studies, succeeding in life, achieving goals, financial planning, marriage... small things accumulated and escalated into this time bomb.
Tried to max my weekend. Sent Gerrie home from church last night. It's against my agenda to share my personal life but I would really thank her for everything.
Things got a little heated between the two of us for the past week. I became temperamental ever since I changed job. We had our arguments but it all boils down to us not having enough time for each other due to work commitments.
This week I have learnt to ease the conflicts in relationships. Well, maybe not learn but rather make an effort to.
Sometimes when we get angry, we just want to scream our heads off. But I realised it's not the person we are angry at, but issues we couldn't deal with at that particular point of time. So I apologised and told her how I felt, about me missing her and all.
Never end a conversation half-way. It disturbs me if we hang up when the conflict is still unresolved. So always call back and apologise. To me, there's no pride in relationships. In fact, pride gets in the way all the time.
But the most important thing in relationship is to share. Honestly and completely.
These are things I have never done before. Realised she means everything to me.
To Gerrie:
I'm sorry, Darling. And I thank you for your understanding. I thank you for loving me and for being mine. I love you. I thought us cooking supper last night was really nice. Am looking forward to the day we have our own home. Nice. Hope the lily brightened up your day, though the wrapping is horribly done.
After a tormenting week at work, I tried prolonging my weekend.
Met up with Reuben, Rick and Alex at Villa Bali for drinks on Friday. Was good to see 'em again and that they are doing fine in their lives. Life after NS may not be necessarily easy, but it is always better.
Met up with Kenny and David for project in school. Sometimes it's only when you have a chance to work with someone, you realised he's not bad after all. Am glad I could work with different people all the time. I thought this would give me exposure and the edge to learn how to deal with different people.
Met up with KB for a short while. Thank you for accompanying me get that bouquet.
Sent Gerrie to her bbq party from work.
Met up with Venka. Good that things are great between him and his gf. We were walking around Serangoon Central and I saw this:
Can imagine their mission statement.
We aim to provide pure videos for our customers.
Wah lan leh, even cartoons also not pure leh. Girls grow up wanting to be princesses, to live happily ever after with their princes. Only to realise there are no princes.
Mickey and Minnie are always kissing. And we grew up horny. Cartoons are so evil. Scarli they censor Snow White having orgy with the dwarfs. Come to think of it, she's always flirting with the dwarfs. Kiss and kiss. Even cartoon girls are materialistic. She lived off the 7 dwarfs, waiting for 'em to bring back the dough and then end up marrying her prince because she decided to go for quality than quantity. If you know what I mean.
There are some people who got so influenced by these messages that they decided to express it boldly.
Come in and be fingered.
And some smart alec tried to come up with something unintelligent.
Come sing my mic and gain higher IQ.
Lewd messages are all around us.
Was feeling low tonight and decided to take a walk alone. Met Taro who's now working at the DHL balloon, as well as the Duck Tour. Becoming more good looking than ever and so glad for him that he decided to get a girlfriend.
Met up with Gus, James and Anthony. Had floats at Can Cafe and James got hungry so we drove to Farrer Road's Mac. En route we passed by the R0V. We were counting our blessings that they were only setting up their stations. If we chose to set off 5 minutes later, all 3 of us would surely be caught.
This week, Gerrie's friend got married. So did Sheila.
Even my childhood friend, Joel decided to. Got him this watch, which I actually intended to keep it for myself.
I'm not lonely. Because I'm never alone.
God is with me.
And even if Gerrie couldn't be with me physically with me for the next 3 weeks, she's always in my heart. Looking forward to dinner with her parents later.
It's late. Updates later. Night.